FOR the first time, I try to type what dances in my head. I have always written them! I have always spent moments of my life staring at things around me, and wondering! Wondering about this life, trying to understand it. I ,now, know that no one  in this life understands what it exactly is, no one! Even if ones believe they do, they are wrong. It has so many understandings, called so many names. We did not choose to be born, we did not! Nothing is our choice, nothing at all. It is later on when you get invloved in life, that you try to make your choices, but after all, you did not choose to get invloved. I know myself, and what I want, but I am wrong, and so are you. This is the reason why we have so many wars!! Forget about this now!